The Smile Machine

HE IS MY SMILE MACHINE

This day was one of my saddest day yet of 2011. And now I’m strong enough to say especially on Tumblr that I might be enrolled late to school for some reasons. I totally don’t understand what my family says and I’m totally against it. I don’t want to stop like I did before when I was sick. I DON’T WANT TO STOP ON A NEW SEMESTER-AGAIN. It just feels a so-fucking-waste-of-time-epic-moment. But I’m crossing my fingers and still hoping for my parents to change their minds.

So apparently, he knew my situation first. This day was supposedly his first day of classes but since it’s UST’s unofficial formal classes day yet, he chose to stay with me for a while. We’re supposed to have a DVD marathon at home when he realized he had left all the dvds at their house. So because we had nothing to do, and since it was really hot all afternoon, we decided to go to the mall.

We went shopping. Had dinner. And ice cream. :”> I swear he’s the only one who can make me smile throughout the bad situation im into. I can’t tell exactly but I just keep it to myself that he’s my smile machine. :”>

His visit this day, keeps the doctor away..

So dumalaw sya ngayon, wala lang. Para daw magbonding ulit kami tsaka humingi kasi ng favor yung ninang ko sa kanya na ireformat yung pc sa bahay. Kaya ayun. Eh naglalaba ako kasi ayoko mahirapan msyado si mama sa napakadami kong labada. Dumating sya na di pa ko tapos maglaba. Kaya ayun nagulat ako na pagdating nya kahit super kulitan, tinulungan nya pa rin akong maglaba at magbanlaw. :”> Syempre bawas pagod na yun kasi andun sya sa tabi ko eh. 

Tapos nireformat na nya yung pc. Eh umulan nang malakas dapat pupunta din kami sa Chowking para kumain ng halo halo. Kaso umulan nga ng super lakas at bumaha pa hanggang gutter dito sa village. Haay. We were stuck in the house kaya bonding na lang habang hinihintay yung pc na maayos ulit.

Really, siguro kung everyday may visit ako from him. No need for doctors na talaga. :”>

PS. ngayon ko lang nalaman na ang English ng Kilig ay ‘hoity-toity’

The Story: 1 Year

finally i’ll be able to post the hidden story about this ring and necklace: (previously posted here), it’s been so long since i had blogged anything serious about love. i remember way back when i was still in love with blogging on blogspot.com, that every single moment of falling in love will be written and proudly posted by yours truly. falling in love is truly what makes one complete and inspired whatever failure or success you have in a day.

last year, for our 1st month, he gave me the same exact ring. it was so sweet because even if it was only our first month he already made me feel how sincere he is. but call it fate or whatever, i lost that ring after 7months. call me stupid, crazy or so, but i lost it when i was in school, with my bestfriend. you see, im used to washing my hands whenever i came from a long travel to school, and before i was them, i get rid first of the ring and usually place it in my pocket. but that time i totally lost control or whatever’s happening with my life and realized i lost the ring when we were heading home. i can totally remember how my bestfriend talked to my boyfriend on the phone and i was crying real bad (we were in a fastfood restaurant that time). that time i really felt stupid for losing the ring that all i could do was cry. we called my bestfriend’s boyfriend (ex, by the way, who’s a varsity player to go check the ladies’ room to see if the ring was still there) unfortunately the lady janitor found nothing. i was saying sorry the whole time to my boyfriend. and i heard the pain in his voice.

from then on, he told me not to worry anymore because he’ll replace it. i told him not to bother, since i was the one who lost it, i’ll be the one replacing it, but he insisted. so i waited and he never told me anything about the ring anymore.

time was so fast that i didn’t realize it was already our anniversary. since i was short of budget (vacation, of course), i just planned to surprise him by telling him that i can’t make it home yet (i was in Bicol that time), but actually surprising him in his school.

he got surprised, as i expected, luckily for me. and since he still has his summer class going on, we decided to just go for a simple anniversary date. we had lunch and strolled the mall. and before we had our pretty sweet mexican lunch, he told me to close my eyes and put this on my neck. when i opened my eyes, i was surprised to see that the ring was the same! oh God, i could just remember the way i blushed red cheeks. One year. Im still in love. ♥

so then i realized that he really loves me because even if i did lost the ring before, he didn’t get mad at me, but instead he did everything to find and buy the same ring again. 

if you do feel the same with the one you love, i guess love really does the magic in both of you. whatever mistake you do, as long as it’s not infidelity lol, the one you love will totally understand it and still stand by your side. they say life is too short, so why let go of the one you love for one little mistake? understand and try to talk things out, there’s nothing more better than talking and expressing the way you truly feel than thinking of one’s pride and ego. trust me, that’s tested.

anniversary

as i believe, majority of the girls would love to have a very big or awesome, or how do i say it, romantic anniversary. but this one we had was quite different. seemed like we just dated, yet i felt super happy., one that’s priceless :)

i came home from Bicol last night, and he didn’t knew at all, because what i told him was that the travel time will be this morning. he felt sad of course, knowing we won’t make it together on this very important day. it was a bit bad of me, keeping a secret to him, but all i wanted was to surprise him. that’s why i didn’t let him know.

i asked him last night if he could do me a favor of meeting my cousin in manila who’ll be inquiring at UST for a masteral degree. he’s taking his summer class that’s why it’ll be convenient for him. that’s an alibi of course, just so he wouldn’t know that i’ll be the one he’s gonna meet with. ;P

later this afternoon, he was stunned to see that i am the one he was going to meet. i knew he’d be surprised. he hugged me tight and it felt good. :) we had a pretty much good time at Trinoma, had lunch together, gave me his anniversary gift, dropped me by SM San Lazaro to wait for him finish his exams, and went home to Cavite to have dinner together. :) pretty much like the usual eh? for me i just find it simply sweet and cute. i know there’s plenty more of time for us to have a very big celeb of our 1st year, plenty more. ;)

`i knew i loved you before i met you`